Everything i do. i need you. to breathe, to think. to do anything.

I love you

but you have to fight to stay. i know that i need to be around more. but sometimes i can’t. we have to overcome that. i know that it is hard. and that it hurts occasionally. but it goes both ways.

I can’t bear to watch you walk away, and i know that you feel the same way. but sometimes we need to. we are perfect when it is just us. but the moment other people step into the picture it all goes to hell. but you have to be able to accept them. not let them in, but accept them. if you listen to everything people say then you will be forever lost. They don’t know you anymore, who you are. They just think they do. They think they are better than us, that they know what is good for you. but you have changed and They haven’t seen it. if you let them dissuade you then you will get nowhere. you will always question and worry. think for yourself. don’t let them into your head. 

i know that you want me to do what i want and to be happy, but i am only happy with you, doing what you want to do. i don’t care. i am indifferent with everything. mabye that is my flaw. i don’t know. but either way. 

i love you