Saturday was the greatest day I have had in a while. I wish I could replay the whole thing over and over again. But i can’t….. Which kinda sucks. But since I can’t, it only means that 2019 should get here sooner. And at the rate we are going. It will be soon.
There is no way for me to keep track of time anymore. All of my time is spent wanting her, needing her, wanting more, or enjoying her to the fullest. When we are together, I am consumed. There is nothing in me but her. He throws himself around my head. Enjoying every aspect that I allow him.
I am now stronger. He can still overpower me. But I have the instant strength that he lacks. If it is a long battle he will win. But if he ever comes out, then I can stop him. He is starting to accept that I need to be in control for it to be better. It builds everything we have. Combines the three of our desires, and allows me to focus them.
On the ride up, and back, was amazing. I never thought we would get away with it though. ^.^
I was fully consumed 95 percent of that day. 5 percent was when I was getting up. So it doesn’t really count.
I desire her more. Need her touch, taste, smell. Everything about her makes me want to live. I can’t do anything without her.
We have planned our house. It will be flawless and amazing. I just hope it gets here soon. That time will fly by and allow us to have it.
A revolution has begun today for me inside
The ultimate defense is to pretend
Revolve around yourself just like an ordinary man
The only other option to forget
Does it feel like we’ve never been alive?
Does it seem like it’s only just begun?
To find yourself just look inside the wreckage of your past
To lose it all you have to do is lie
The policy is set and we are never turning back
It’s time for execution; time to execute
Time for execution; time to execute!
Does it feel like we’ve never been alive?
Does it seem like it’s only just begun?
Does it feel like we’ve never been alive inside?
Does it seem like it’s only just begun?
It’s only just begun
The evolution is coming!
A revolution has begun!
(It has begun!)
The evolution is coming!
A revolution has, yeah!
The evolution is coming!
A revolution has begun!
(It has begun!)
The evolution is coming!
A revolution has, yeah!
