Every weekend is the best. Never do i want them to end.

But that isn’t the reason for this one.

I am destroying what it took me many years to build. It was good for all of….2 days….lol. But its all good. I am happy with tearing it down. More happy than I was to build it. He is rather disturbed though. Because He went from being pushed away into the back of my head to “GET YOUR ASS OUT HERE FOR HER NOW!!!” So its been fun. I am slowly tearing it down. Faster than it took to put it up. At the same time I am working on the usual. Maintaining her and our happiness, working to get our rings, keeping myself sane and in line. 

She did something that scared the hell out of me though. She went to Rae’s and crashed the four-wheeler. I just about killed someone. If she were to die or get severely hurt, it would drive the both of us insane. He would kill me and all those around me. I would let him. But she isn’t too badly hurt. So it is all good. =)

But yep, I am happy with life. Content with where I stand in it. 

Because, 

I can’t exaggerate,
How much these entertain,
A space inside my mind,
That I have tried so very hard to find,
It’s hard to comprehend,
Just where this head has been,
A pure form of energy,
That I reached and I grabbed and I pulled and I had,
And I swore, I swore I’d never get this high but look at where I am

I’m feeling more then human,
I feel Unstoppable, I think I just found my cure,
You think it’s just illusions,
Anything’s possible,
Elysium has a door,
And it’s all so unexplainable I know I don’t ever want to leave,

You sit behind your desk,
Waiting for Friday’s check,
Judging, my every word to see what,
What I’m really worth,
Well analyze numbers,
It is no wonder,
Your industry’s slipping away
Cause it’s lead by a man who had nothing to say.