We are always going to be ourselves, and i want to be myself in your arms.
I know my nature, and that is to cling. To stay tight and close. I am trying to make it all better for you, and i know that i won’t be able too. I am weak in the area of that for which i want you. To be yours, to always be with you. And i am learning about it. Learning how you want me to be. That i can’t be as clingy. Please give me the chance to make it better.
We both are hypocrites. In every sense of the word. But we can get better.
We are losing each other. With you i know what love is, but when we are away i can’t focus anymore. We are growing together. Into what we want to be. I want to be with you. And i am trying to do whatever i can to make it work.
I love you. You have taught me exactly what true love is. It is love that doesn’t always work. You have to fight to hold on. To stay there. You have taught me how to be strong and stable.
You are My Beautiful. My Strength. My Angel. all of these.
And I don’t want to lose you.